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Howdy howdy howdy!

How are things? HOORAY WOLFPACK! We won!!! This season is gonna be awesome! It was so exciting pregame again, I love doing it. Minus the fact it was 109374203984 degrees outside it was a grreat day!

Tyrone had a great party but by that time I had THE MOST HORRIBLE HEADACHE IN THE UNIVERSE, was completely exhausted, and oddly enough, not in a party mood. That's VERY rare, so sorry Chuck, Hobday, and Tyrone :-[ ....Then I woke up at very late o'clock today and did some cleaning, then went over to Micah and Jason's party, which also was a splendid party! I had to leave early b/c we had guests over, but had fun nonetheless

BUT tomorrow is empty - nada! sooooooo you and I should hang out, mmmkuhy? Or maybe i have homework, I dunno, eek!

I thought I had more interesting stuff to write about but I guess not....so I'll ask you a comment-worthy question inspired by my MUS320 class: when is now? how long is now?

that question is so easy when you first look at it then when you really try to explain it you're like ::whoa:: so tell me your thoughts

much love,
~K*Rah :*

what'reyoudoing??!??!!

Well hey there, how are things? Today was a mixture of good and bad day, the goods were very good tho! There are so many secret missions nowadays I'm losing track. However, Operation: X is aided by Operation: ^ , that's right, Operation: ^ ! That's good news

ummm....what else, my classes are cool, the scary teacher that I hated goin to every day is actually pretty cool now, that's usually what happens. And Julio's in that class! Julio rocks my world, that's a nice refresher even though he's Cuban and speaks 290347209384324 faster than the rest of the Spanish population :-o!!!

Today was a very social day as far as not men....I guess as far as women hahha. I had a lot of fun/intellectual/interesting conversations today with Katie, Anie, Laura, and E-Beth! I had a blast! Katie is SOOO funny!


I think I'm getting a cold Probably because the band shares everything and we're all one big incestual family hahah

tonight sucked

but uuuh that is all

g'night! much love,
~K*Rah

Hey! So, I hav ea cold I think it gets worse at night b/c right now I feel like CRAP! This better be gone before friday...grrr!

I practiced my bassoon today...eek! I sounded awful, partly because the instrument I'm using is basically a bedpost with holes in it...but hey, it's a bassoon! I gotta work real hard to get into wind ensemble in the spring.

Right now I have TONS of reading to do for Spanish but I gotta go to bed b/c I can't read like this, all sick & crap....aaah! that class is pretty hard, FLS 30somethin, I forgot, but the literature is high level and I have to read it at least twice, sometimes three times. I need a lot of practice, I might go and apply at that Cuban restaurant cuz then I could speak Spanish @ work...hmm

The good news is that I got to see SO many people today(and hang out w/them for a bit) that I haven't had time to see! esp. Justin Ellerman! I haven't seen him in a looonnnggg time! I also had subway for lunch YUMM! And I crimped my hair today which was a big success, yeah 80s hahaha I wish I could crimp it every day but then that'd get boring, no? So it'll be for days like today when I'm out of good outfits so my hair has to compensate hahahha

ok I really should be in bed, so g'night!

much love,
~K*Rah

weeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllll hey! what's shakin ur way?

I went to the beach this weekend and had a grrrreat time! Of course the only day it wasn't rainy no one wanted to go in the ocean with me But it's cool, I went in ANYWAY and got knocked around and beat up by some waves. We played cards, watched movies, played football on the beach, went for walks, and swam in the pool/jacuzzi at the hotel - as much as u can do on a rainy becah trip

The only bad part was that WE LOST TO WAKE FOREST!!!!!!!! What were our plans? it's cool though....well it's not cool, but I'd rather us lose to them than anyone else(minus Ohio State even tho we're gonna beat them. No really, we are.) The good thing is that Rivers is still #1 for the Heisman voting, and he did real well. I'm mad at our defense and that we're THAT dependent on T.A. tho.....anywho . . .


speaking of . .. if you're not gonna be at next week's game, I'm gonna try to have a game party w/some food, beer, good company. So holler at me if you'll be around

ummmmmmmm that's about it for right now

take care now, bye bye then

~K*Rah

It has been QUITE the interesting past 24 hours . . .

Last night was one of my roughest nights since being in college. Although no one knew about it....I was waitin until it blew over b/c...::whoa::

I was so sad for multiple reasons. I'm really very stressed right now, so many things are on my back right now, a lot that you probably don't know about and I've been keeping it to myself b/c I don't want to be selfish/troublesome/or sad...not thinking about it is a lot easier than talking about it.

Also, I was looking through pictures to cheer me up....and ran into a bunch of pictures of Riff I had already been crying a little from my stress, but when I saw Riff I burst into tears, I was like...bawling. I miss my baby so much He was the most gorgeous German Shepherd and his life was so short. I know this may seem silly...but for me(and my family) dogs are a part of our life, like a brother or sister. Like Taz, who has been alive only 2 years less than me(she's 17). there were pictures of her too, when she was much younger. Seeing her now struggling to walk kills me. I love Taz SO much, and if she leaves me some time soon I swear I don't know what I'll do. She really is my baby!

But anyway I got it out....it was an awfully disgusting day, the rain was horrible and everything was going wrong But being in marching band cheered me up, as usual! the weather cleared up and the sky was gorgeous! Tonight's weather felt SO good! I wish I could've been outside longer but I didn't know what to do to be outside lol
it also helped that I went to Starbucks and Brueggers. I probably shouldn't have b/c I don't have enough money to, but having a hot chai latte from starbucks on such a yucky day cheered me up so much you couldn't put a price on it

And I just had a VERY LONG conversation with someone who I've really come to like recently. He's so interesting and I love talking to him! We have 234723048209348209384 things in common YAY!

I really need my financial aid soon....I'm having a hard time w/finances AH!

Tomorrow might suck b/c my classes are starting to get intense...but I don't have any class (besides marching band) wed. OR fri!!!!!! YAY!


g'night!
much love,
~Kat :*

well hey there! sooooo it's slowly getting closer to the date of my arbitration I'm real scared of that....


This weekend is INSANE! There's so much going on and the one thing I wanted to do more than anything (go to Ohio St. DUH). . . I can't do! And I wanted to go to the beach for Melinda's birthday but now I don't think I can do that either - ROAR!
speaking of:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELINDA WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Let me know what's goin on Friday because I have NOTHING to do, no class, no band, no nothing! If it's too boring I'll probably go home and sit in the hot tub heehee

but uuuh you have yourself a splendid evening

much love,
Kat :*

This has been the best weekend EVER!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously!!!!! YAY YAY YAY!

Friday I had NOTHING to do all day - I don't have class on fridays and marching band was cancelled (b/c of OSU game)...which kind of stunk b/c I actually like going and seeing everyone and being out in the sun and everything but anyway...

Thursday I went to bed real late and woke up at 2 on Friday (WOO!) that was fun
then I ran some errands and what not and waited anxiously for the mail to come b/c I was expecting some money. It never came, and I couldn't go home I really wanted to go home b/c my mom had to be by herself all weekend, I wanted to see her and the dogs, and watch the game with my family, but I have NO money, no gas - so consequently I couldn't go. I was talking to Melinda on the phone Thursday night (it was her birthday WEdnesday WOOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!) and she was trying to go to the beach, which didn't work out. So I then decided I'd try to visit her! So Friday after some emotional problems that were eventually solved, I drove over to Chapel Hill!

That drive is SO intense, my goodness. It's so narrow and the pavement is uneven and AH! When I got there we hung out w/Jon F and visited some other Myers Park-ers as well as some of my random UNC friends We ate at McCalister's(my first time), and may I say they have the best sweet tea in the universe. It was real yummy! We saw Frank G and I said "WHOA you know Marley and so do I" only that was it and it was hilarious...but you had to be there p.s. breugger's sucks for closing at -8o'clock!

Then we had some shirley temples and what not and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON and looked at hot men and then we had a Friend's marathon! YEE-HAW!!!!! Only the lady was a nazi and we couldn't get the second so then we talked until like 6am! It was so much fun, I love Melinda so much! We both have such a strange sense of humor and it's so great to have someone to be silly with, but also to have such long talks and *tear* I'm all choked up!

Then we woke up and started watching the NC State OSU game then decided to RUN over to BW-3 b/c we were hungry and we could watch the game. In the meantime OSU score 14 points! ROAR! So we got there and got food (YUM) and I was the only state fan, it was SO funny!!! Later a drunken dude was there w/a couple of his friends and he was cheering for state...only he was incredibly delayed in his cheering b/c he was drunk - it was quite entertaining.
He was also a non-personal-space-giver! He was ALL UP in my grill (like a spatula) , and was just so perplexed and bewildered and betrayed at overtime. I tried to explain what was going on and he was like "WHY DO THEY KEEP GETTING PUT SO CLOSE TO THE GOAL LINE?!?!?! THAT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!! " it was REAL funny

Speaking of the game...that was such an incredible game. It kinda sucked at the beginning but I think NC State played so well, and I know that the one "interception" was a huge steaming load of BULLSH*T!!!!! But (ir)regardless it was an awesome game and I still love Ohio State!

(the longest journal entry...EVER)


Then we went back and got the other Friends DVD YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY friends! and the lady was still a mean nazi. We ran into more UNC friends and this real hot dude, it was fun. As I was leaving, I had a very nice encounter with a dude in the elevator, we discussed peaches (mmm....peaches)! As much as I hate UNC, it was such a pleasurable experience! They were all so friendly and it was just spectacular!

SO, then I came back here to find MY CHECK!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!! Definitely not as much as I was supposed to get, not as much as I need, and not as much as I wanted, but any bit helps. Seriously...if it was a check for $15 I would've been running around doing a jig! So that took a little bit of stress off me.

Then I went to Harris Teeter....which.....don't make fun of me, but I love grocery shopping. It's like, theraputic. I like to go by myself and just leisurly walk around, it's so relaxing! I have friendly conversations with people, and I absolutley love being stocked up, but my favorite part is finding out how much I saved! I saved TWELVE count 'em, TWELVE dollars today! And I got so many wonderful things! (including Scooby Doo mac n'cheese, my absoulte fave of all time)

Then I got ready...which was horrible. I tore up my room, it looks like a hurricane came thorugh. I was having hte most difficult time. I even curled my hair, but ended up wearing black pants (which I spilled ramen on but wore anyway) and a ponytail. It's funny how that always happens

I went to play pool @ champions w/Meghan, Tisha, & Steve! YAY!!!!!!! I haven't seen them in so long! I also haven't played pool in so long, eek! :-/ I did awful, but I still had a blast. We danced, we talked, we sang, it was so much fun. I missed them a lot! I went to put music on the jukebox and it didn't take coins so this dude just gave me a dollar....I know that might seem trivial for some people, particularly those with money, but I was so happy! It was just the nicest thing to do for a person that's SO poor that loves music more than anything....and I made sure to put on good music for them

We then went to Krispy Kreme, another thing I haven't done in literally years....which I can see why now. As much as I adore doughnuts it tears up my stomach cuz my surgery ouch! I had to take like 20374230948 tums and I still feel icky, but they taste so good! Oooohhh the humanity!

Afterwards we went to SuperWal Mart, a new one I've never been to, it was SO nice! But SO far away, definitley worth the drive. We had so much fun walking around in there, and guess what I bought.....


ORANGE SLICES

and

....BIG FUZZY ORANGE SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm SO excited! I'm wearing them as I type right now. I discovered tonight how much I love butterflies, the color orange, fuzzy things, and big flashing light towers. Thanks guys for an awesome night

I tried to de-offenditize this next part but I know it's gonna offend someone somehow so I'm just gonna say it - I feel like I don't ever see these people b/c I'm always hanging out w/my "primary" group of friends. Which is DEFINITELY not a bad thing, I just should work on seeing my other friends more, b/c I love them!!!

Ok now for the sad part of the entry....Johnny Cash died on Friday at the age of 71 I've come to like Johnny Cash so much recently, it's so sad He truly was a legend . . .

I wonder what tomorrow holds! Probably just lots of laundry hahha

g'night! much love,
~Kat :*

sooo sunday was full of laundry as I expected only then I stayed up till 4am by accident because Melinda is too funny

So then I went to my stupid freakin seminar thingie for a hot minute then I went to Barnes and Nobles - YAY!!!!!! I definitely got stuck there and never went bra shopping. (I'm sure youw anted to know that). However that means I still need to go to the mall . . .

I bought the most gorgeous journal as well as the most gorgeous butterfly(of course) bookmark! AND the coolest book - The Simpsons and Philosophy! I'm so excited to read it!!! I'll let you guys know how it is

Marching band was fun but extremely hot, which I didn't expect....INITIATE PHASE THREE by the way (yummmm)

aaaand then I tie-dyed some stuff w/mu beta psi-ers, and I THINK I saw Taylor Templeton :-o!!! I wasn't sure tho so I didn't holler at him. I hung out w/Hobday, Tyrone, and Marshall for a few, then came back here to do lots of homework (yuck). I just found out I'm gonna have to write a 10pg. paper IN SPANISH on SPANISH LITERATURE of the GOLDEN AGE with an emphasis on WOMEN.

. . .


could it BE ANY WORSE????!!!!?!????? o2oisuaf8oiseld


freakinay

anyway I think I needed a huge project like that to remind me that I'm in school, because I'm still in summer mode - eek!

I might go to the DMB concert on wed.!!! I really want to, I hear he puts on a great show

oh! p.s. will you email me at flutterbykat20@yahoo.com b/c it's a new email and there are ZERO emails in the mailbox, it's making me sad Thanks! You can just be like "omg Katrin you're so hot" or something, or maybe even just jegwhamsdj, or maybe even supercalifragilisticexpealidocious my new favorite word or ok you get the point

much love amigos!
~K*Rah

my life is hard right now I'm tired of learning lessons and experiencing crap, and freakinay can I please not have everything happen at once? Or maybe the entire UNIVERSE could come crashing in on me at 9:20am this morning. Maybe all my problems are small . . . I don't know, but I still need a good cry and a shoulder to cry on. No one was there this morning, I just walked around, and that's probably the saddest I've ever been. Thankfull Anie was there to help me be happy Thank you darlin

As I've said over and over, I HATE absolutely HATE unloading my crap on other poeple, everyone used to spill every single problem on me in high school and I know how it is to be the object of venting. I also hate conflict, confrontations, and exposing my emotional self to anyone. At the same time I'm very lonely. I guess I'm doing it to myself then? I don't know....but I want something to change so bad, so so bad Too bad whenever you ask for things to change they never do. It's always when "you least expect it" or when you're "not looking for it." Screw that, I'm tired of being stressed and bothered and sad and I just want to have one day where I'm not worried to death. just ONE

I'm sorry for the sad entry....but sometimes I just have to put what I'm really feeling without sugar-coating it. I've been learning that a lot lately from all different directions and from so many different people. I hate reality . . .

howdy howdy howdy!

tonight is stay up until forever night for no reason at all, celebrated by Melinda, Anie, Ryan and myself WOOO!

SOooooo things still suck really hard core, and nothing's really changed except that I'm happy b/c I'm keeping myself busy. When one's busy one cannot think of one's problems. Which is probably anti-healthy but hey, who wants to be healthy?

Another things is your guys' comments and support You all rock my world so much! For real, you all mean so much to me, particularly comments from those I havne't spoken to in FOREVER like David (yes I remember that....), Billy, and Jessica! I love you guys

The good news is after my arbitration on Tuesday, either a VERY VERY VERY HEAVY burden will have been lifted, or at least resolved so I don't have to worry about it. One down, 927409238402934 to go hahahha

Last night we had a hurricane party over at John Wilson's and Chris' and let me tell you, I had a BLAST! We had soooooooo much fun! (poor Laura Tiny tiny Laura! I <3 you!) but uuuhh we hung around, wrestled each other, drank rum, ate pancakes, the normal Wed. night stuff hahah. I also learned that Dave Brewer is REALLY REALLY buff :-o

p.s.- YAY on Scoyy for pancakes!

Then today I hung out w/"the fam" for a bit, we tried to play NC Stateopoly only then we got bored, then I hung out over @ the theatre w/Anie and we watched Pirates of the Carribean and I had a very nutritious dinner of M&Ms and popcorn b/c my power was out ALL DAY. YUM!

ready. . . . . ORLANDO BLOOM IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO HOT

ok then we came back here and hung out and had a wonderful talk! Yay for Ryan and Anie!

and now Melinda said she's staying up all night so I might(if I can make it) just because it's fun and today is a day of anti-healthiness

someone have aparty saturday or I will be forced to because I NEED TO GO TO A PARTY THIS WEEKEND ok thank you goodbye

much love!
~K*Rah

ok soooo I DID have a party this weekend! Too bad it SUCKED!!!!! That's ok though, I still had a good time

Brad and Daneil were the first to show up, aren't they just peaches?!?!? I haven't seen Daniel in FOREVER!!!!!! He's soooooooooo hot! ok anyway...umm so some more people showed up including HUNTER!!!!!! YAY FOR HUNTER! He's my favorite non-State man! I love you Hunter!!! Too bad now he's back in Wilmington Hobday and I hung out and tooks ome shots of Parrot Bay together, I took THE MOST SHOTS EVER! SO by the time Pickle got there I was pretty drunk, and apparently so was he. Julia and Jason came by and helped me out w/Truth or Dare jenga which is going to be A RIOT next party, so definitely look forward to that!

I'm probably gonna have a party on halloween or the saturday after halloween....hmmmm what do you think? One thing's for sure, I'm definitely having prepared drinks (a.k.a a KEG) b/c whoa

I eventually left the party and a few of us went to IHOP for which I was drunk at the beginning "my head feels funny . . . " hahhaha, but after some eggs YUM YUM YUM and LOTS of water, I was feeling better then Anie drove Pickle and I to a singin party (THANK YOU ANIE!!!) w/all the wolfgang folk and what not, and they were all plastered, it was quality! Yay for seeing David Hanson drunk! That was soooo hilarious!

SO the hobday sisters are my heros I've decided, I observed and took notes last night and w/Hobday's guidance by the end of the night I had Seth(I think that was his name hahha) completely in my control MUAHAHHAHAHAH thanks Hobday

but uuuuh then come 4 or 5 somthin like that, we left and HObday slept over here, only I woke up at like 2 or 3 or something and she was gone! sorry :-[

Monday after band I have to go home for my arbitration I'm scared I'll be back either tuesday night or maybe I"ll miss my EDP304(since he doesn't take attendance) and leave at like noon so I can be w/my family some more. I won't be able to go home for a while so it'll be SO nice to see them! Especially my dogs! Can I tell you how much I love dogs???!??!?! I miss them so much! It's so great to always have 3 dogs come to the door EVERY time you walk through the door and they're always happy to see you, no matter what! I love my puppies

I also love men, not that men and dogs are related hahahh...::ahem ahem:: right, well the point is I LOVE MEN YAY

so hopefully things will be better after I get the arbitration stress lifted off me ....:-/ wish me luck!


much love,
Kat :*

omg I'm a bastard

SO THEN ALLEN CAME TO MY PARTY WITH HI?-D and they were so cute and you should vote for them for cutest couple readyyyyyyyyy go! yay! (p.s. - see last entry for ...well just see it)

sooooooo I had my arbitration yesterday. I went home Monday night and saw my family! YAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY and my dogs YAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! Jackson got bigger AGAIN! THey're the cutest things in the universe and I hate leaving them I talked to my dad a bit and got out a good cry (:-/) b/c of all the stress I was under . . . I was filling out the arbitration paperwork and what not, and it was scary and stressful. Another thing is (this might sound ridiculous, but) I kept having to think back to that night....I've been trying hard to forget it. That was the scariest night of my life and to have to remember EVERY SINGLE DETAIL sucks a left testicle. And the problem is that I do...I remember the sound, the smell, the feeling of my body, the feeling in my heart, my fear....alskhcoiasjcaeisfj ok done with that topic


ANYWAY I had my arbitration and it was scary but a really cool experience. It was basically like court, I had to go up there, put my hand on the Bible, testify and what not, then the plaintiff did the same thing. She's definitely not how I remembered her but then again it was dark and I was hysterical haha...Hopefully its all done now, I really want it to be over. It's been about two years and I want to put it behind me, y'know?

But uuuh then my mom and I hung out some, we got some Wendy's, took the dogs to the field, (heard gunshots and called the police - eek!) then later I made dinner.....


not just any dinner, but . . . those things you make! Where you put meat (any meat, hamburger, fish, chicken) in tinfoil w/vegetables then cook them over a fire. Can I just TELL YOU HOW GOOD THOSE ARE?!?!!? THey're my favorite ever and I grilled 'em! Yay me! I sat out there w/a Bud Light and grilled on the most gorgeous evening of the year at the lake! It was really nice The I started to watch Lord of the Rings (Two Towers) w/my dad only he fell asleep b/c he has to work all the time, poor Daddy. So I finished watching it and can I tell you again how much I love Orlando Bloom? *sigh* . . .

So I signed up for campus flirts...wow, you should go look for me! I'm one of the most recent so I'm not that hard to find, but I've been "asked out" a lot! A few of 'em are kinda creepy, but there's a couple who are really cool! You wouldn't believe how many people you know are on there! It's so much fun though, quite entertaining! I might take myself off there soon tho b/c it's kinda freakin me out lol

Now I'm exhausted after my drive home then marching band then having my keys stuck in the ignition so I'm gonna go make some mac n' cheese and watch TV

OMG I forgot the most important part! I have a job interview Friday! For Port City Java downtown, a new coffeshop opening up! YAY! Wish me luck!

g'night,
~K*Rah

so I just saw the funniest thing on the show King of Queens...they were talkin bout romance and crap and the dude was like "all men lay it on thick @ the beginning, it's to close the deal!" so the chick says "you did all that stuff to get in my pants?!?!" and he says "to get in your pants and STAY there!" awwwwwww isn't that sweet?!?

but uuuh today was a LONG day. I got up butt early then went to class until the end of time, then ate lunch w/the gang, then hung out w/Katie Williams. She is SOOOO funny she was crackin me up! She's also really smart - you should have a conversation with her! Then more class more class...Julio made fun of me for having a subpoena, then I had Mu Beta Psi interest meeting


I would like to pledge, but I honestly don't think I can :-/ I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm so tight on money I'll have to work FOREVER! Also, I got invited to play for the flag football team that lacey and travis play for - the irregulars or something...they go to nationals like every year! Meaning I could go to New Orleans on new years' eve! But I might not be able to do that either....we'll see

sooo I'm tired and now I go to bed

much love,
Kat

sooo my job interview went super well, and hse said she was gonna call me fri. b/c I was hired...onlyyyyyyyyyy she never did and I really really hope I don't get screwed again. I really really REALLY need a job - I don't think you understand the urgency! I can't make any freakin payments for anything!

In other news Friday was super fun! We played the fight song and crap @ UNC and they threw water at my car! AH! I've never rolled up a manual window so quickly in my life! They threw peaches @ the other cars and stuff, it was crazzyyyyy!!! But I think they were just trying to say "you're a peach!" They didn't mean any harm . . . haha Then we hung out at Allen's house which was quite nice! His poodle was SO presh!!! My poodles are still 2089370492834 times better tho (and no one can even touch Taz) but anyway it was fun. Then Tyrone and Jesse came and hung out over heaa and it was crazy fun!

Saturday was the game, good times - we beat 'em! Only we let them have FAR too many points freakinay. The moral of the story is we beat them tho. Then Laura, Tahben & I went to Wendy's and it was SOOO good . . . I've never been so hungry, that wendy's was like Thanksgiving dinner. Laura and I were so delerious from the sun and tired-ness and hungry-ness that we were laughing at EVERYTHING!!! It was so fun "Your mom was hungry last night . . . after I had sex with her""it's ok, I'll just use my shirt! SOMEBODY'S POISONED THE WATER HOLE!!!"
*tear*

So I found Taylor and Mark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I heart them!!!! THey came to the party w/me last night and it was a blast! Or at least I had a blast.. . . I was one of few people who were "intoxicated" (a.k.a drunk )...so that was kind of embarrassing but I had SO much fun!

Oh p.s. I'm having a Halloween party the sat. after halloween - holler back! (and there WILL be a keg/PJ/something at this party)

Aaaand today I got "pinned" for Mu Beta Psi. I really didn't want to pledge....not b/c I don't want to , but because I didn't have the desire to, y'know? I wanted to do it b/c all my close friends are like "it's so fun, you should do it!" But I don't know if I'll have time or enough stress-tolerance to do it this fall...so I'm giving it a week or so-although I'll admit that today was very fun

so it was quite the eventful weekend, and now I sleep

g'night!
~K*Rah

soooo my car's freaking out . . . hopefully that can be remedied tomorrow by Ed b/c I really NEED that car! and I can't afford to fix it freakinay....but guess what!! I start training for my job on Wednesday!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! You simply MUST come see me when I start working!!!!

This weekend is gonna rock my world b/c I'm w/some of my favorite people and we're gonna go to a football game....then come back and party!!! could it get ANY better?!?!? I didn't think so

on a unrelated note, something I've been pondering lately is the use of phrases like "everything happens for a reason,""if it's meant to happen it will happen," blah blah blah...stuff like that - are just said to make people feel better? I realize there is some validity to the phrases, and often times good things DO come to those who wait...but often times people are just stuck waiting for these things....and they don't come...and you're still waiting....and they don't come....well you get the point. Do you think these phrases are true? does everything REALLY happen for a reason? Or are these phrases like the chocolate used to comfort us after we break up with our boyfriends?

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umm......p.s my spanish class is really hard and I = scared about going tomorrow! AH!

much love,
K*Rah