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Sousapickle: you're right, i sorry
Sousapickle: APRIL FOOL'S
I AIN'T SORRY BITCH!


I had a stressful day but that's ok....whatev
Things are definitely stressful and sucking right now...I need to stop internalizing stuff but that's just what I do so then it all builds up and I just can't take it anymore!

Mainly today, I had a bunch of things go wrong, family stuff, car stuff, financial stuff, but what made it so bad was my friends. Not all so don't automatically think it's you...but a lot of them were SUCKING today. There's so many times when I just need to say to a friend - " I'm having a bad day and I can't deal w/this right now" or " can we NOT talk about you for one second? " and you know what's crazy is that I've needed to say these things my whole life....I never tell people what I'm thinking, which is bad. *sigh*. . . . I guess that's why I was born on "the day of the cryptic secret"


E-beth got her tounge pierced! I was thinkin that she got it exactly 1 year after I got mine - I got mine on April Fool's day too But I missed it....and I didn't get my eyebrow repierced...which might be better for right now b/c I really can't afford it anyway. So we'll see...I do plan to get it done soon though


I saw The Passion of the Christ the other day and may I just say wow. It's definitely an intense movie....but it was good, I'm so glad I saw it. It brought some feelings back....I used to be so relgious. I'm a Christian still and I pray each night still...but I'm definitely not how I used to be and sometimes I miss that . . . . but we'll see. My life is ironing itself out right now so we'll see what goes where.

I hung w/Erin and Montal last night b/c my phone was DEAD and my car was DEAD and it sucked....but they made it a good night! I had a BLAST! They were crackin me up....and I got to sleep in this morning But I don't tomorrow morning !

anyway - that should be good for right now..I'm sure I had more to right but .....you know I say that every time. I'm done! ok

g'night all and much love

~Katrin " Boobs" Rahe

So check it:

First item of business is Erin and I are thinkin of havin a party wed. but we just don't kno w - what are your thoughts?

Second item: I had the craziest dream last night: I somehow ended up in a forest with the marching band (I don't know why)...and there was a controlled fire but then they had to put it out with these huge hoses and I was laying on the ground looking at how green the trees were and I had a little white bichon frise (dog) w/me and it was licking the water from the hoses off my face b/c it was so thirsty

WEIRDED OUT! (but the dog was super cute)


Third item: Last night I passed out to THE FUNNIEST SHOW EVER on ESPN classic - it was the national spelling bee and these 2 dudes were making fun of it the whole time. THe shwo was called cheap seats and it was SOOOO FUNNYYYY I was seriously on the floor laughing!



So other than that I've just been working and tomorrow I WILL go to pep band! (thanks to E-beth for driving me) Today Steve and Meghan came into Sam Ash! It was SO exciting!! You guys made me so super happy! And she gave me the coolest shirt EVER! THank you! I <3 you

oh speaking of driving, I shoudl be gettng a car by the end of this month so I will no longer need rides from everyone. I REALLY REALLY REAAAALLLYYYY appreciate everyone who's helped me out. You guys rock my socks


And Montal and Erin also rock my socks - I always have a super fun time talkin w/them here at 537 - much love guys


AND ALSO I forgot to talk about Friday - the most funnest day EVER! I ate lunch w/Tyrone which was awesome (yeah Clarknnts) then CHuck, Lindsey and I all went ot Sam Ash and screwed around then saw the Prince and Me and it was SO cute! A total chick flick and really corny but I like that sort of movie That was SO much fun! I <3 you guys
~Kat

so....get ready for this entry:

first of all my internet's cut off b/c one of my b*tchy roommates cut it off.

Second of all I got a cat - the cutest cat EVER - I saved it from being euthanized...his name is Wubby McNizzle, or Wubby for short. BUT, my OTHER b*tchy roommates left notes on my door, put tacks in my favorite poster leaving holes with words like "f*cking" and such. I hate them He doesn't even live there!

Third of all, I missed Tyrone's audition b/c I have no car and I have ot depend on other people. Because I have no internet and no car I feel lke I'm losing touch with all my friends. The only one I see ever is Elizabeth because I work with her. They all have their significant others and hang out and I feel like an outlier and that I'm floating further and further away and it breaks my heart. I hate getting peple to pick me up and stuff. Because I don't want to feel like I'm putting anyone out and also I don't like to be stranded in places. BUT I can't have people over until like May b/c if I "wake Kelli up past 1:30am" then my " roommate" who deosn't live there is going to " call the f*cking police...no joke."

so in other words I'm sad

*sigh*

I'm not getting rid of the cat, that's all I have to say. I did it once already and I can't do it again.
I <3 Wubby

my life is strugglin right now....someone egged Justin's car and of course they blamed it on me and of course it wasn't. I really can't afford eggs to waste

Wubby's at Isabel's although I'm concerned about him b/c there's a dog there, and the house is unfinished. I hope he's ok, she hasn't called me back but I'll see her @ work today

I'm not diong well this semester. How am I supposed to try hard and work for something that I don't want?

I don't know about housing next year....I just need to live by myself. Everything gets too complicated and it's really stressing me out.

2004 SUCKS! I think because it got off to a bad start. I am, however, glad that my sister's doing well. She's thriving over there in Boone

BLAAHHHh I'm so stressed out I can't even be happy or funny or anything I hate it....I wanan go to spain or something and just drop everyone and everything for a few months, clear my head, find out what I want in life then come back and do it.


*sigh*

so check it, I'm @ Schlotzky's right now using their internet. I'm such a nerd I went to their website and submitted a comment thanking them for their internet hahha

but uuuh.....I'm moved in the new place, which is cool.

things it doesn't have that are good to not have:
~ roommate drama
~ landlord drama
~ yucky roommate mess
~ roommate drama
~ roommate drama

things it doesn't have that are NOT good to not have:
~ can opener
~ microwave
~ internet ( but I'll have that Tuesday! WOOHOO!!)
~ cable (same as above)
~ your mom....but she's coming over on tuesday too

So things are good, I'm still car-less but thanks to AWESOME people like E-beth, I get around. I'd also like to thank Lindsey, Pickle, Erin, and Rich(although you guys don't know him and he won't see this) for helping me move, you guys rock!!!

I still have to get my couch and the TV from Katie's....but that' har dto do when you have no car/free time

But we're having a few people over on Sunday night (call me inf you're interested) and that shoudl be fun, I get to party w/some work people! w00t!

Next weekend is the wedding in Ohio which I'm dreading b/c of the scrutiny I'm gonna get for being single and having a tattoo, but I'm SO excited to chill w/my family!!! YAY! It's been way way too long.

Another thing I just thought of is that Grandma won't be there.....most of the time when someone passes away it doesn't completely hit me until I realize they're not there when I expect them to be. So going to Ohio, esp. during spring (her favorite time of year) is going to be very difficult....but she's just not there physically so it's all good

Ummmm.....what else........I'd like to thank Melinda for being the BESTEST friend EVER!

aaaand.....after exams all i'm gonna do is work (until 2nd summer session) so you guys shoudl call me always so we can hang out.

BAM - entry'd!!

ok much love guys,
Katrinnntsnntsnntsnnts

hello everyone, how are things?

so I got internet! yay! IM me some time y'hear?

sorry if I've been unavailable, busy, crazy, these past few days/weeks...with moving and evrything it's been crazy. I also have to work double so I can pay double for this month.

So I'm not going to the weddingt his weekend It's an 11 hour drive and I wouldn't be in Charlotte till about 9pm on fri., the wedding's in dayton, OH on sat. so we'd be driving all night....anyway....I'm just gonna stay here. but I still dont' get to do anything, like see e-beths wolfgang concert, or go to the red and white ball....or even go see my cousin zach get married! BLAST!

other sad news.....Taz was put down the otehr day. For those of you that don't know, I treat my pets like family, and she's been my dog for 18 years. It's seriously like a sister dying, and although I've already cried my freakin eyes out, I don't htink it's going to completely register until I go home and she's not htere. R.I.P Taz



~Katrin

Happy Earth Day!

So I'm going home this weekend and I'm SUPER excited! Although without Taz there....I just don't know how I"m gonna handle that


anyway, I jsut wanted to say that a few friends have given me grief about " being a bad friend" lately. BUt first of all, I felt like I was dropped off the universe when I lost internet. Second of all, not only was I the busiest person EVER, all of you are! so it's hard to do anything with anyone nowa days. I just want to point out that it's a two way st reet and that if I don't call you, call me, or I'll call you....I don't know, just don't take it personally - I'm a ditz.

ok aaaaaandbye

~Kat

so not to be an excessive updater, but I really need to get this out somehow...I think I'm going to write a song or a poem or seven or I don't know....but I've had to deal with 3 deaths since January and I seriously don't think I can take anymore. Tonight I'm going to force myself to look at pictures and cry because it's not all out....I keep tearing up at things.....so now when other sad things happen it hurts twice as bad and I can't do it anymore. my heart hurts . . . .