¡Bienvenido!

hey! So band camp starts tomorrow - I'm super excited....I think sousa will be a blast!

I saw the Village tonight....I didn't really like it. Well it was ok, I can't say I wasn't scared, and the music was super pretty...anyway....

My birthday's comin up, and although I think I'll have fun on the actual day (minus classes- booooo), that weekend's gonna be rough. I have to move on the 21st (PLEASE HELP IF YOUC AN! I don't have that much crap, I promise)....then my court date's on the 23rd. I'm super scared about that, but we'll see. Hopefully everything will work out. But pretty much after august I think things will start to settle down and work themselves out. I'm really excited about the fall (weird, huh?)

I went to Boone Tues. and Wed. to visit Hillary(my sister) and had a BLAST! Her new house is gorgeous, I absolutely love it. She's got huge trees in the yard, a tire swing, and an old white farmhouse with a huge porch. If I didn't hate winter I'd move there in a heartbeat! But the moral of the story is that I love my sister - she's by far the coolest person alive.....EVER!

Other than that I've just been working, but after band camp I'll be part time and have classes. I'm kinda scared about moving into an apartment by myself. However, regardless of the scariness of it I kinda have a gut feeling that it's what needs to happen. I've been so not myself this summer because of stress and what not, and I think " time alone" will be good for me. And hopfeully I can get the ball rolling on this study abroad business. The future looks good.

Today there was a roach in my shower - can I please have someone to kill roaches for me?!?!?!? AAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!! I hate them they = scary.


Anyway - last news: E-beth and I were talking today and decided we should go to Michigan for spring break! That would be the best EVERRRR! We could go visit her family, then go to Troy, Flushing, but mainly - Manistee and Kaleva. OMG please please please please. I <3 Michigan

Ok and now I leave you with pictures. Love you! ~Katrin

p.s. - that puppy is my sisters' dog Watson (so cute!)

So I'm sooo in the mood to sit down and have a really indepth kick-ass conversation with someone right now and no one else seems to be.

I'm very tired and worn out and have a loton my mind and also I feel like crap - therefore I want to sit and stimulate/distract my mind...y'know? Ideally I'd sit with someone in my hot tub back home and talk and look at the stars - -- enough with the cheesiness!

Anyway, I just tried to go to Tony's but got very badly lost and I was scared not to mention I couldn't see because my glasses aren't strong enough and I can't seem to figure out the whole defrost concept....so when I get lost that bad, instead of trying to find the place and getting upset liek I used to, I just go home. Especailly tonight, although I did want to try dance revolution or whatever - I've heard a lot about it

So Friday's my birthday (E-beth's having a little get together @ her place....call/IM for details), but then Saturday I have to move, Sunday's inventory, and Monday's my court date. So with all the moving problems/finances, and other things on my mind, this birthday won't be that super. But it is my golden birthday (20 on the 20th! w00t) so hopefully that'll rock. The only thing that's keeping me sane really right now is because I feel like everything's going to be ok in like November....I just know that things will settle down. If they end up getting worse in November I might just poke myself in the eye, ....though that'd be pretty ironic, no?

I could really go on all night talking about things but I think I'll just go to bed, and I apologize if this entry was weirdly incoherent- I'm the tiredest person EVER!


g'night all
~Kat

Hopefully no one will read this entry since I'm never online.....and that's good b/c I just need to get some complaining done. I don't want to complain in person so I'll do it now. And for those of you that'll comment and say " these aren't important things...they don't matter in the long run..." thanks for your thought but please keep that to yourself - I hate when people say that.

so here goes the complaining:

I had the worst birthday of my life
I have no phone
I have no internet/cable (although that wouldn't bother me if I had a phone)
I have no money
I hate my job
I will continue to have no moeny for the next couple months b/c of court

I think those are the main things...I had a couple family problems too, but basically that sums up August. It's unfortunate really.....bu I'm being positive b/c like all you jerks that have to act like you never get stressed say - it doesn't matter in the long run. And I'm sure that I'll be over all this stuff in a couple months....we'll see......

I think i'm going home Sunday - that will make me happy

THE END!
~Katrin >:-[