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flutterbykat

I had fun tonight

I had the most fun EVER CREATED (as usual) playing volleyball - we shoudl start to make that a Sunday night tradition.

 So this music is so good to me right now - I have a playlist called my "study" mix and it's soo long and has the best mellow songs ever.   In other news I bought the newest Badly Drawn Boy CD (finally!) Have you Fed the Fish?   and of course it's sooo good.  I have a couple songs on there that might be my current favorites.

 Which, speaking of, I need to pick up that guitar more.  I played my bassoon today and I was SOOOOO AWFUL.  It was  sad, really.  So I didn't even end up touching my guitar but I need to.  It made me think of how little time I actually spend in my apartment, which is good - b/c then I'm never lonely, but I really do have a nice little setup here.  I love the atmosphere in my apt.  -  I can't wait till it's slightly cooler and I can leave my door open always.   However, no rush at all b/c this hot weather is my sh*t.  It's so nice, and summer nights are quite possibly the best thing since sliced bread.

Also - I had a BLAST at the beach w/Jess Lindsey and Tori.  We need to do that more, and by we I mean everyone always.  I miss it   I really think I need to live on a beach whenever I make my next move. 

I really do need to pick up my guitar though because i have the desire to  get thoughts out.  I may start writing instead though.  Who knows

I can't wait to go to Michigan at the beginning of August!!!!  I get to go to the ponderosa and take a sauna and swing on the ropeswing and have bonfires and go to the most beautiful beaches I've ever been to and see TONS of family members that I haven't seen in a very very very very very long time.  Hopefully we'll find a random pig-pickin to go to.  yessssssssss

 I'm SO excited and wish you guys coudl come with me.  I am bringing a camera though.

I really had more things to write, I think I even had contemplative things but I'm sooo beat

Do you know what???? I totally forgot about the stressfull/sad-ish morning I had b/c I had such a good day today    THat's a beautiful thing

AND I get to sleep in tomorrow AND Wed.!!!! (my first class was cancelled both days. . . . HOTT)

much love and g'night,
Katrin
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flutterbykat

I have a mosquito bite on my back???  It itches and it's in a really awful place - oh geez . . . hold on I'ma go get some stuff for it

ok much better - but where the f is that mosquito?

there was a millipede in my apt. today - GROSS -  NEVER were they in here until Jess said there were some in her and chuck's old apt.. . blast!

I had fun at Borders today which is really exciting.  I don't think you guys understand that the first day I was like "this is awful I can't wait til I can leaveand go call sam ash and go back" but today it was good, and while it's no sam ash, it's a job, and a good one.  I bought the Hobbit today for $4!  HOT!  And it's not a lot of work and most of the people are cool.  It took me 3 minutes to get there today - THREE!  Which makes me want to move to sumter square . . . but anyway, I was being a spoiled brat and didn't realize until I watched a little Def Poetry (am I right Lindsey???) that some of my problems are so ridiculous and trivial and I just need to suck it up and drive on.  Booyah.

So also I feel really sexy lately . . . I'm not sure why really, maybe b/c I have long hair and I haven't in a while, and it's my natural color (finally), I'm super tan which is always exciting, and I've been trying to get in shape so maybe I just feel healthier/a.k.a better/a.k.a sexier.  Regardless it's a good feeling

one more plus about Borders - I got tips tonight!  AND I got 7 hours which is already about half the hours I would get A WEEK at sam ash . . . finally I can eat again!

Lindsey and I had a little ocnversation about dating tonight and what the point of it is.  I feel like some people date for no reason....or maybe just enjoy gettin it on then call themselves boyfriend and girlfriend y'know?  BUt I really think I'm very cynical about men.  Partly b/c my first REAL relationship was a fluke and I was PLAYED and since then have been kinda played again, then there have been attempts to play me but by that time I warded it off.  Anyway the point is that now i'm SUPER skeptical about whether or not a guy really means what he's saying to me.  That and I never get asked out ever so it's kinda disbelief . . . which has definitely made me miss out on a few guys for sure, and probably made me miss out on a few more that I wasn't even aware of.   But how can you just not be cynical all of a sudden?  Because if I go back to the way I was then I'll just get played again . . . it's so tricky.   Men are tricky - I don't care what anyone says.  

However - I've said it before and I'll say it again - I'm really enjoying being single and living by myself.   Sometimes I look at other peoples' relationship and roommate troubles and am thankful that I can enjoy living alone for a bit.  So much freedom . . . . I <3 my freedom

ok now to go read The Hobbit (so excited!)

 much love and g'night,
Nirtak