October 3rd, 2005
thoughts
My mom always says to be careful when you criticize people for things....because it's often something you don't like about yourself. I just hate it when I feel like a hypocrite.
I hate it when people take life too seriously....I went out w/some folk tonight and one of the guys...andy? was SO seriuos! Corporate this people are bullshit that....just too much! calm down, y'know? Life is short and there are a lot of things wrong with the world but if you constanly think about the negative then life is gonna SUCK. AND, if you refuse to stop dwelling on all the bad, quit bitchin' and DO SOMETHING!!!!! ROAR!!!!! I just think my personality didn't mesh with his....he was definitely a cool guy and had a lot of insightful things to say....just soooo negative!
I hate
also when I know that I piss people off.....but moreso when I don't
know. I wouldn't say punctuality is my thing...neither is
'getting back to people,' and I'm weird and silly and I don't
know....just a few instances lately have put me in a position where I'm
stressed out being me and I don't ever want to feel like that, but what
can you do?......
I'm sorry to Katie and Heidi for not being able to make either of your
functions
I gotta pay the bills, I hope you understand
:-/ but I love you both....happy birthday, Heidi!!!
I want someone to hike with me tomorrow.....I bet Umstead is beautiful right now
g'night all
Miss you and love you E-beth
wherever you are!